I am developing my new character for the latest movie I am starring in featuring my life.
I am a once married natural independent loner. I embody the natural gifts of an empath. I no longer fight it My new character embraces these qualities with love and joy. I am naturally best with strangers. I can quickly size up what you need and send healing your way. I am most busy these days with healing myself.
Physically I have the natural physique of athlete. A slightly untoned athlete, tall and slender. Yoga and movement are helping me tone what I let go in my marriage. Not only did my ex stop seeing me I stopped seeing myself. I have hung mirrors in every room so I can see myself. Most days I like my reflection. I have gorgeous hair..long curls a unique color…like spun gold or copper..all natural. A wonderful smile lights up my face that shines out to the world most days.
I believe in the law of attraction and manifesting one’s own world. This attractor of all good things for her is off to clean her beautiful home because yes, manifestation needs action along with thought and high vibration
This year I realized life is a movie. Certain times of life what we go thru is so universal that it’s been a movie.
My current movie is like Must Love Dogs, Waiting to Exhale, or any of the other movies that the star is nursing a heartbreak and betrayal from the life changing event of divorce. Other movies I have been the star include romantic comedies, family dramas, and self discovery.
Opening scene…sunlight streaming thru the blinds shining on the three in bed. There I lay with the cat on one side and the dog on another. I look healthy and luminescent. I am thankful when I wake up for how fortunate I am. Then the thoughts start…often of the ex….And then I remember the movie he had a role in has wrapped. Yes I have watched the rerun often. Sometimes with a smile sometimes with a frown.
My new character is happy. I know my happiness comes from within. Something the ex and I often disagreed on..I know wherever I am all is good. The ex believed happiness lived somewhere else…never where he was.
I am happy with my work. I hand out good wishes and happiness as a barista for a national corporation. I work for a really good company that values align with mine. Funny..because of my marriage to the ex I work there. When we got married I had a nice chunk of money in the bank from an inheritance from my Dad. I got a part time job there for health insurance for the ex and I. Turns out I love it. The money in the bank has been drained. I still love my job but I do need more income than it provided. This is what has led to blogging. I have been researching ways for new revenue to come in..writing, reiki and being in the healing arts are speaking to me as the answer.
My new role: successful paid writer living my dream.
Why not love the evening news. One hour a day is what I dedicate to know what is going on in the world from local to international. First I catch the 6:00 edition of the local news. Then I watch the 6:30 edition of national news. My preference is NBC. They have a simple format. First is any international or national news..a bombing somewhere, someone famous died, etc. Lately it’s been about the political scene. This particular year Donald Trump is making the headlines for is bid for president of the United States. Crazy that he is actually getting votes in the primaries. I have not heard him discuss any issues. Instead he acts like a bully on the schoolyard slandering his running mates. Time will tell if he is the next leader of our country.
Then the weather is covered. El Nino and Mother Nature have been blowing in quite a bit this year. Furious storms start on the west coast of the United States and work their way east causing havoc and chaos for some people. I bless the people who have lost their homes or lives due to tornadoes, flooding, fires, etc.
From here health will usually be brought up. Anything from super lice in schools to the latest cancer causing food or behavior.
Wrap up is a nice story about someone doing good for someone else.
That’s all I need to feel informed. Today’s availability of 24 hours news can overwhelm some people. My ex husband was an avid Fox news watcher. He could ruin a perfectly beautiful day ranting about the rhetoric that Fox news brain washed him in believing. I got so fed up that he used Obama being president as the reason he couldn’t find work. BS..I’ve been working since Carter was is office.
Watch a hour of the local and national news to keep yourself informed. Then let it go and live your life.